Life is a Maze ;

Regrets and Promises ;

2012-01-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

So there's just things that you regret doing and yet you still do it.
That feeling... sucks.
Like seriously, you wish that there's "something" that will make you realize how wrong it is and you won't do it again and I'm finding that "something".
And I guess, I've found it.

I've broke it. I've broke my new years resolution. *efff* ):
But to me right now, I'm setting new rules and new life to begin.
From TODAY onwards, it's a new year, new life.
I swear, that I will not break that resolution ever in my life.
That "something" had made me realize that I shouldn't have done it in the very first place.
Jesus sacrificed for us and I've let him down. :(
I felt bad, guilty and so, I wanna change! I wanna live life meaningful.

Have everything that what a human should have and appreciate the things I've already had in my life and quit those complains and whines. *doingmybest*

I've learnt my lesson and I'm learning from wrong to right.
I promise. I will keep my promises and my resolutions, will be accomplished.

Beingsoseriousrightnow. :)
ThatswhatIwanttoberightnow.

I hope everyone in this world, will wake up and learn from their mistakes.
Everyone deserves another chance as long as they really change.

First step to life, College ;

2011-12-09T09:27:00.001-08:00

So, it's December right now and there's just so many things are coming up.
Prom, trip, and then college.

I've just realized that, what rights do we have to say the word "FREEDOM".
I've just realized that, THIS, is just the beginning of life.
I've been like stressing, thinking of what course should I take for college.
I don't wanna wait till my REAL exam results come out because it's just scary. For me.
So I just decided to take my trials to enrol college.

The thing is, I don't feel the support.
Like no one seems to support me for what I'm doing.
Everyone seems to look down on what I'm doing.

I talked to my aunt yesterday about college.
Well, not exactly into it.
Just a random chat.
I told her I wasn't an ambitious person.
Like, I don't wanna be a doctor, engineer or business woman.
I just wanna do something I like and feel comfortable with and you know, be able to "feed" myself.
And she agrees with me.
Just have fun and get a job that you enjoy and live life to the fullest.

I'm not a bright student or whatever.
Doesn't mean if you're a bright student, you'll do well in future.
Just saying.

I don't wanna stand in the supermarket.
I don't wanna be shampoo girl.
I don't wanna be mopping or sweeping the floor out the streets.

Not being ambitious doesn't mean I'm no good in anything.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I won't succeed in life.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I have to stand in the supermarket, or be shampoo girl or sweep and mop floors out in the streets?

Please at least be a little supportive.
Just a little and I'll be really happy.

101% Free from High School ;

2011-12-06T08:59:00.001-08:00

Today is the day that I am officially OUT of high school.

I've been waiting for this for so many years and finally it ends today! YAYYERRS!

(:

This is gonna be short as I've no mood to blog and my leg is super numbed. ):

Thank god everything is over.

xoxo.

Money, money, money ;

2011-12-05T03:33:00.001-08:00

Hello there! Tomorrow is my final test.
Yes! Excited much.

Tomorrow's subject is "Economics".
Hmm, I kinda love economics? I would LOVE it more if it's in English.
I just don't get it why is it in Malay?
Can't they just be in English?
By the time we get into the college, EVERYTHING will be in English.
Government trying to make our life "easier".
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Okays, off to study now.

Byes.

Counting and counting... ;

2011-12-04T04:28:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is my accounting test and I am fuhhhh-riiiiiiii-king out.
I've never really liked accounting but oh well, I've taken it already and so I should try my very best to end it.
I know this sounds stupid but I've never balance the account's question in my life. HAHA.
So tomorrow's goal is to : Balance the AMOUNT.
YES!

Then comes to Tuesday, which is the day I'm out of "jail".
Freedom I mean. (:
But before that I have another paper till 4pm.
:/

I hope to do well in this last 2 days.
*fingers crossed*

*off-to-study

Byes. ♥

MyGlam.com ;

2011-12-02T05:41:00.001-08:00

Recently, Michelle Phan and other 4 make up gurus from YouTube has been working on this company called "MyGlam".
It's a company or maybe community for these 5 make up stylist to guide you on what make up products you should get and how to apply on.
Every month, they will send you a glam bag at your door step. (only if you subscribe)
Each glam bag will contain 4 to 5 full-sized products or deluxed-sized samples for you to try out.

PRICE.
It's 10 dolars USD per month.
But if you subscribe for a year, you will only have to pay 100 dolar USD and every month they will send a glam bag and 2 months is free.

To join this community and get the glam bag,
All you have to do is just sign up, and take the quiz.
Then, subscribe for a month or maybe a year.

*products are what the make up gurus love.
eg, urban decay, tarte, nyx etc...etc...*

Personal Thoughts of the Community.
When I first on YouTube, I saw her video and clicked it.

I was super excited about the news.
About the whole concept of everything that myglam has.
Because, that's the "doctor" I've been searching for to "treat" my face.

I've been needing help to pick up cosmetics for myself.
I've not much of a clue of what make up should I use.
What suit me most and what look can I pull off?

In my country, we, teens, don't really wear make up.
Just rare. Maybe just eyeliner and mascara?

So, once I heard about this company.
I was super duper E.X.C.I.T.E.D.
I quickly signed up and wanted to subscribe for a month to try out.
But then I realized, they weren't doing it internationally yet. ):
Disappointed much.

Then, I sent a message to the myglam stylists @ glamgirls@myglam.com to ask them to expand this to Malaysia.

Guess what? They replied me! :D

as proof :)

So I hope what she replied me is true.
Really hope myglam will expand to Malaysia.

Please pray or maybe sent mails to glamgirls@myglam.com .

To show them your commitment about this community!

*i have limited time to blog cz i'm having exams right now. hehe. if not this will be a very long post*
For more info, log onto www.myglam.com .

Liar Liar Pants On Fire ;

2011-12-01T07:46:00.001-08:00

Story of a Liar ; Liar Liar Pants On Fire.

Once upon a time, I met this liar 2 years ago.

This liar stole money from someone and put the blame on my best friend.
This liar is talented but dumb.
And also, this liar wants attention from people so this liar say things without going through he/she's "CEREBRUM". -.-' (my general science knowledge, proud. *claps hand* ) :)

When people praise this liar, this liar take it in a wrong way by calling people names and swearing like nobodies business.

If I were this liar, I wouldn't be so dumb to say those words on World Wide Web.

BTW, this is only 1/3 of that person's story.
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Everyone, please be aware of the people around you.
Of course, judge them after you get to know them. Don't just get influence by other people.
Sometimes, you'll mistaken that bad person to a good person.
I've been through and I'm sure most of you have too.
But to those who've SO-FAR-NEVER met people like that, please be aware.

Find someone who can add colours into your life.
Don't find someone that paints your world black and white.

Free as a Bird ;

2011-12-01T05:09:00.001-08:00

In 5 days, I am gonna be as free as a bird.

Nothing is impossible ;

2011-11-28T08:42:00.001-08:00

Blogger has a new set-up and I find it pretty cool.
Able to see the amount of views per post.

Mine has been well, for the amount of people that would actually view my blog is considered as not-bad. :D
Heh!

I have actually thought of earning some money through blogging but I don't exactly find my blog THAT interesting. YET.
I'll try working it out. Maybe, my dreams will come true?
You know they say, "Nothing is impossible".

Speaking of "Nothing is impossible", is it really true?
I mean, not everything is possible, right?
You can't really tell a kid, "Nothing is impossible". Depends on the situation.
What if kids that are naive wants to be uhm, Superman or Spiderman.
And they thought "nothing is impossible" so might as well give it a go and you know... "fly" or get bitten by spider or something? Just saying.

Anyways, gotta run! Bye! (:

Hair Fashion, Grecian Hair Styles ;

2011-11-28T02:46:00.001-08:00

Grecian Hair Style.

Grecian hairstyles cannot go out of style.

It is a simple and elegant look for both casual and formal.

Blake Lively rocking the Grecian Hair Style.

Anne Hathaway and Jessica Alba.

Mary-Kate Olsen.

Manda Bynes.

Grecian hairstyles works for all types of hair. Short, medium and long.
Head bands can be added to your grecian hairstyle look.
Example, simple laced head bands.

Try it out for any occasions.

Anyone can be beautiful. Rock it! (:

What do you think of On-line Shopping? ;

2011-11-27T02:48:00.001-08:00

What do you think about On-Line Shopping?
Sometimes, whenever I do on-line shopping, I have this fear of worrying that something might happen to the products and not sure if its save to buy and use.

Example, contact lenses.
Have you ever wonder what will happen?
I mean, if you're lucky, then... you're lucky. But what if you're not lucky? (just saying *touch wood*)

Recently, I have a group of girlfriends been doing on-line shopping for clothes, bags and contact lenses.

OVERVIEW time.
I bought 2 blouses from Ocean Boutique (on-line shopping website) .
And the condition of the blouses was alright.
(I can say it is recommended?) :)

Remember, if you wanna do on-line shopping, make sure you do research.
Look at the comments and forums to see if it's recommended or not.
Sometimes it's really dangerous, so just be aware. (:

And also, recently, like now, lol, my friends are planning to get contact lenses from this website http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-884305-1-2.html .

I am so worried of what will happen if I wear it because I've never worn contact lenses before and plus, its from on-line. DUH! :P
Fingers crossed. Let's hope its safe.

Which country is the SAFEST for on-line shopping?
Well, I have to say, it's USA.
I would buy from them but I couldn't afford due to the currency.

A few websites that are recommended.
www.sosassyhot.com by YouTube Make Up Guru - Meganheartsmakeup
www.shopbubbi.com by YouTube Make Up Guru - BubzBeauty (Lindy)
www.prettyandcute.com (make up supplies)
www.asos.com (partially clothing line)
www.shoesofprey.com (recommended by Michelle Phan)
You can create/decorate your own shoes and have them send it to your house!

and many many more. (:

The above websites are recommended by YouTube celebs.
I can trust them. (:

So Happy On-Line Shopping!
♥ Be aware. Read the terms & co. properly. Shop Safely. ♥

My Princess, Korean Drama ;

2011-11-26T05:22:00.001-08:00

안녕하세요! (Anyeonghasaeyo)

Okay this may sound crazy but I actually did it.

I watched the whole 16 episode of "My Princess" in 2 days during my major exam.

Yes this is how crazy I am and how addictive Korean drama is.

To produce a successful drama, you need fantastic actors.
Meet Kim Tae Hee and Song Seung Hun. :D

♥ I love how sweet they are.

The words they use are so cheesy and they even have a sense of humour. ♥

♥ Kim Tae Hee ♥

♥ Song Seung Hun ♥

The synopsis for this drama :

An ordinary college student, Lee Seol, finds out she's a princess. The grandson of Daehan Group, Park Hae Young, is put in charge of educating Seol on proper etiquette. However, Hae Young is put in a precarious situation when he finds himself drawn to Seol, the girl who will take away his inheritance if the monarchy is restored.

If you wanna watch this drama and you're lazy to download or don't want to waste money to buy the DVD.
Click HERE to watch this drama on YouTube.
Don't worry about the quality, It's HD. :)
Enjoy!

What do you do... ;

2011-11-24T05:43:00.001-08:00

What do you do to release your anger?

I do homework and house chores.

Cute Japanese Bentos' ;

2011-11-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

Found the most interesting, cute and delicious pictures of Japanese Bentos'.
I just couldn't lay a finger on it (if i have it). :D

Prom ;

2011-11-17T03:35:00.000-08:00

Well, my prom night is next month and I'm super excited so I went to surf the net to search for prom dresses (for fun, to find inspirations) and these are the ones I've found and I love it so much and really wish I could have it.

Front ;

Back.

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Back ;

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Gorgeous huh? (:

Insecure feelings ;

2011-04-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel REALLY insecure with you around me.
Sometimes I'll be wondering whether u're a two-face person and just trying to steal away things from me.

You hurt me once and now you expect me to treat you as one of my buddies and pretend and forget things you've done to me? Hurting me? I can't you know? The scar is still there. It's not gonna go away and I'll never forget what you've done to me.
Yes, I'm still talking to you and we're friends but please, I don't have to tell u all my secrets. My everything and my best friend's everything. We have to keep a distance. Even tho sometimes you treat me really good and help me do things but hey! You're making me feel scared. Thinking whether you're trying to steal things away from me or you're REALLY trying to apologize for what you've done to me a year ago. My friends may not feel the same way as I do, because I'm the one going through all these problems. They're okay with you, I mean obviously if they're in my shoes I'm not sure whether they'll be feeling the same way as I do. Perhaps.
Talk to me when you feel like too? That's so wrong okay? When your friends don't want you, you turn to me. Uh, I'm not a substitute.

Sometimes you just have to understand. Maybe one day, if the same thing happen to you. You might know how I feel and why I can't forget what you've done to me.

Yentl

2011-02-09T04:41:00.001-08:00

I watched this movie lately. It's call "Yentl". One of the song made me tear. It's really touching. The lyrics and the melody. (':

"Papa, can you hear me?" by Barbra Streisand

Oh God-our heavenly Father.
Oh, God-and my father
Who is also in heaven.
May the light of this
Flickering candle
Illuminate the night the way
Your spirit illuminates my soul.

Papa, can you hear me?
Papa, can you see me?
Papa can you find me in the night?
Papa are you near me?
Papa, can you hear me?
Papa, can you help me not be frightened?
Looking at the skies I seem to see
A million eyes which ones are yours?
Where are you now that yesterday
Has waved goodbye
And closed its doors?
The night is so much darker;
The wind is so much colder;
The world I see is so much bigger
Now that I'm alone.
Papa, please forgive me.
Try to understand me;
Papa, don't you know I had no choice?
Can you hear me praying,
Anything I'm saying
Even though the night is filled with voices?
I remember everything you taught me
Every book 1've ever read...
Can all the words in all the books
Help me to face what lies ahead?
The trees are so much taller
And I feel so much smaller;
The moon is twice as lonely
And the stars are half as bright...
Papa, how I love you...
Papa, how I need you.
Papa, how I miss you
Kissing me good night...

It's just so beautiful. Even the movie is beautiful as well.
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"I have a crazy teacher"

I don't have to explain because the above says it all. Summed it up (:

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What is my interest? What am I gonna do when I grow up next time?
I don't know. ):

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It seems like we are never gonna be like before.
Our friendship is fading away.

And it seems like you're avoiding me.
One thing I don't really like about you is, you boost yourself too much dear.
Sigh.

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Boys, sometimes its alright to cry in front of girls (:

Bye.

Love, Amelia (:

[chuckles]

The day I turn 16th. ;

2010-11-01T03:41:00.000-07:00

YAY! I'M OLD! :D

Today I turned 16th! :D
Nothing special today. Just lotsa lotsa wishes from my buddies.
But it's the heart that it counts right?

A Day When You're Born ;

2010-10-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY KOH!

KELLY KOH, YOU'RE A COOL FRIEND. MY BESTIES FOREVER. :D

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE.

GOD BLESS.

29th OCT 1994
on the year of 2010 you turn 16th, YAY YOOO!

LOVE U.

xoxo,

amelia

Bruises ;

2010-06-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

Yesterday Pearl, Amanda, Jia Wei and I had lunch at Sunway Piramid - TGI Fridays :D

CHEESEBALLS! :D

SALAD :)

I'm holding a bowl of gravy :D

PASTA :P

CHICKEN W CELERY :L

Went ice-skating. Had lotsa fun there but it's not fun when u have bruises all over. :S
Poor Jia Wei and Pearl :((

Later on, we had one hour shopping and we felt so guilty because we had to leave Jia Wei outside the shop while we girls are having fun :D

Camwhored in Pearl's car. I got dizzy and took a nap in her car while 3 of them camwhored :D

[ Pearl, Amanda, Jia Wei lets go Sunway Piramid again.
This time Freda must join us! ]

Anyways, thats all for today :D Til then.

xoxo, amelia

Dying of Boredom ; Ur my life saver.

2010-06-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

I'm dying of boredom. Holidays are boring, can't go anywhere.
Plus, my brothers are having exams. GAHH! [struggling]
BUT!
Finally my heroins Amanda and Pearl rescue me from the "hell of boredom" XD

Don't you guys have anything better to do? Waste ur money and ur time.
Seriously, it's EXTREMELY childish. :D

Finished Autumn's Concerto. Hip Hip Hooray!
It's really an awesome Romance Drama. [RECKON]

Lastly,

Happy Birthday Daddy! :DD

xoxo, amelia

To Watch You, Admire You, Adore You.

2010-04-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

To Watch You, Admire You, Adore You

I was a blessed today in a special way
I was able to be with you all day

I got to watch you, admire you, adore you and appreciate your smile
I watched you when you did not know I was looking, admiring your beauty all the while

I touched you and you complained, not of my touch but at what you feel are your imperfections
You're so beautiful why can’t you see, God created you, you have matured with perfection

When I look at you I see a very beautiful woman, beauty so pure
When I touch you, you still move my heart and soul that is for sure

When I feel your body with my hands, I feel so much
I feel warmth, love and beauty in a touch

Yes, you have matured and for that I must say that I have no doubt
I also feel that you are more of a woman today that I could not live without

I love to feel your body, your skin so delicate, so fine
And then I think why am I so lucky that God has made you mine

I love you for who your are and who you have become
I love you because you have matured with me and our hearts are still so young

Your beauty is a mature beauty that shows the life of a mother and a wife
You are so perfect to me, so beautiful, I thank God that you are in my life

Please do not doubt me when I express to you how beautiful you are
You are as beautiful today as the first time I seen you and admired you from a far

To touch you and caress you gives me great pleasure
For to me I am in love with a very special treasure

You are my life’s love and my one desire.

Hey all ;

2010-04-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

NEW BLOG.